# 142 } in the depths of hell.

Aren't there sometimes where you feel that you have so much more potential, but you can never reach it because you are constantly put down by sky high expectations?
Aren't there times where harsh words demotivate you to the point that that thing you want to do most seems like a bloody chore and waste of time?
Aren't there times where you feel quitting is the best thing to do to stop the pain?
Aren't there times where no one supports you and even when you excel, are simply insulted for being a fraud?
Aren't there times, when you wish your teacher would stop assuming things and just understand you for once?

Aren't there?

# 141 } just dance.

If you wanna know what I've been doing this entire holidays.
Its simple.
Dancing.
From ballroom, to broadway, to hip-hop, to ballet.
I'm technically on my last legs now.
:P

Nawh, I'm having so much fun.

First, ballroom.
This whole week, Miss Farah has been trying to teach me the waltz, quickstep, foxtrot and tango. And like a bunch of weirdo terms are being thrown at me. Basic, natural spin turn, triple chasse, quarter turn, reverse spin, progressive chasse, hesitation, whisk. And my brain is just like alskbgaiobrntciurntcre?

Hopefully the final result will be this..

Lol. I wish.


And hiphop on Thursday.
The torture continues as Miss Farah tries to kill us with insane moves for the Step Up routine.
P.s: Reza. Learn that coming off the floor thingy. Man, you're gonna suffer. LOLLOLLOL!

And, Grease on Friday!


I love Broadway. It's like funny. But a good funny. Haha. Our Sandy is Ana! Oh, and Bryan's our Danny. I remember when Miss Farah was showing us the movie, all the way through, I was just like , "Is Ana gonna do that?" . But it was really fun. And all through practice, Miss Farah is like, "shake, shake, shake, shake, shovel, shovel, step, rainbow ... bunny, bunny, bunny, bunny!" And the dance moves for the guys, is hillarious. HAHAHA. If you were there, you'd understand why. Grease is full of crotch bumps and hips isn't it? XD So yes. Totally lifted my spirits. Highlight of my whole week except the fact I have to dance with Haya again. :)

xxx

On another note.
H1N1.

It's uncool.



shoo bop shoo wadda wadda yipitty boom de boom;

# 140 } high school graduate.

Yeah, I'm DONE with High School; and all its wonderful moments.
It feels like just yesterday I was sitting for my UPSR exams. And, now; I'm going to college. :*

Snippets;

Way before.
AHHAHAHA. SPOT ME. :P

Swimming Team in Damansara, from god knows when? :/

2006.
Damansara Cheer team. :D

Going back home in the bus after training?
Priceless times.
The McD was awesome. :P

Judah, is pimping. :P

Geography Group Project. I remember. :)

2007.

Cheer team 2007.
Wicked Dancersss. :)


2008.

Sweet Swimming Gala victory.

Yeah, we camwhore alot. :P

Class Pic. (with Mrs Meena :D )

In ASWARA. Epic fail at playing the drum thing. XD

Mr Kumar; best math teacher. :)

The ASWARA costume room. We love.

AMELIIII.

BFFs.

10 Terra.

High Jump. :D

Harimau Cheer Team 2008.

Cheerleaders will remember this moment. XD

You cheerleaders, have difficult hair. :/

Macbook + My Pillow + Farah = ?

Record breaking relay team 2008.

Tanarata's Year 10 and 11.

Halloween Night '08.

Gathering of Form One Batch 2007. :D

2009.
Breathe.

My Swimming Gala relay team!

2nd. :)

scorpions.

Tanarata Cheerleading Team '09.

400m run. :)

Nope, I wasn't house flagbearer..

..but, I was school flagbearer! XD

Class of 2009.


So, thats about it. :)
My whole highschool life.
LOL.

taa~~

# 132 } say.

Firstly,
Happy Birthday Joanne! :)
p.s: I was the first to wish her! XD

Anyway, this is a shoutout to a really great girl (an amazingly good cheerleader) with amazing photography skills.
And, she's 15 now!

I've been listening to over-excessive John Mayor songs. :)
He's awesome.

Say
Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations

Say what you need to say [x8]

Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead,
If you could only . . .

Say what you need to say [x8]

Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You'd better know that in the end
Its better to say too much
Then never say what you need to say again

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say [x24]

[edit]
this, is just gay.

T.T
[/edit]


no one;

# 131 } lethargic.

these few days, i've been really crap.
lethargic.
splitting headaches.
a stomach that's somehow never hungry.
a picky appetite.
injured from walking into the bedpost.
bruised knees.
no spur to do anything.
crappy.


someone save me from my hellhole;

# 130 } down with racism.

I found this while reading a fanfic from naash;
(Author of freaking awesome NejiTen fic : Facade )

A black man walks into a cafe one early morning and noticed that he was the only black man there. As he sat down, he noticed a white man behind him.
The white man said, "colored people are not allowed here."
The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:
"When I was born I was black,"
"When I grew up I was black,"
"When I'm sick I'm black,"
"When I go in the sun I'm black,"
"When I'm cold I'm black,"
"When I die I'll be black."
"But you sir..."
"When you're born you're pink,"
"When you grow up you're white,"
"When you're sick, you're green,"
"When you go in the sun you turn red,"
"When you're cold you turn blue,"
"And when you die you turn purple."
"And yet you have the nerve to call me colored"
The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away...
Copy this onto your site and help stop racism!

# 129 } doggie love.

Introducing my two dogs;

(I have no idea what breed they are. They're adopted)

Biscuit
(Inspired by Kakashi's dog nins. XP)
Quiet.
Shy.
I have never heard her bark.
Lazy.
Loves biting plants.
Only eats when she's watched over.
Loves licking my toes.
Amazingly fascinated by cars.


Coffee
Loud.
Barks her head off.
Hyper.
Smart.
Loves biting hair.
Only eats when she's watched over.
Loves putting her paws inside the doggie bowl when she drinks.
Loves digging holes in the garden.
Always gets in trouble.


So, those are my two lovelies.
I love Biscuit so much better than Coffee.
:)

xxxxx

Now, I'm just going to rave randomly.
Why?
Its my blog. :)

Things I really want :

• new clothes (I haven't gone shopping in like freaking ages)
• to go out (I haven't done this in forever too)
• to watch Dark Night (I haven't watched it yet. Bite me)
• to get more flexible (Goodness, its like I'm a stiff bone)
• to start posting drawings on DevArt
• Photoshop
• to be able to minor in dance in uni

you're not sorry;

# 128 } diversity.

I'm normally not into street dancing and stuff.
But after this..



..and this..

Darn.
They are so friggin awesome.
Diversity FTW!

I love the small kid that keeps flipping.
Yes, he's a guy. XP

# 127 } passing through.

one.
I was watching So You Think You Can Dance, Season 5 Auditions. And I swear, I love this one. :P



Sadly, she didn't make it in the Top 20.
Grrrhhh.


two.
And another thing I'm so upset about?
Kishimoto.
For making Danzou the next Hokage.


Like holy shiz. :o


three.
XD


four.
Upcoming exams:
Biology P3
Physics P1
Chemistry P1

five.
I'M GONNA FINISH HIGH SCHOOL IN A WEEK.
I seriously don't feel like moving on.
But, considering the teachers and all I had to live with for a hell lotta years, I do. :P

I'm praying to meet all my Cempaka friends at Taylors.
:D

# 226 } smiley faces.

AHAHA.
I loved the Physics and Lit paper.
Comparitively, it was easy.
*touches wood*
:P

I did well for Lit, I should think.
Currently, I'm waiting for Naruto Ep. 112 and reading NejiTen fics.
So addicting.
Darn you fanfiction.net.

# 225 } kill me.

I have positively scored a bloody B this first add maths paper. And that's IF I did everything else accurately.
So not in a good mood.

Talking to Charis cheered me up, but that's it.
And, Ana and Reza, if you're reading this, I really appreciated the comforting. :)

So bloody pissed off.
At SOMEONE in particular (I wish for him to rot and die), but then again, I'm more pissed off at myself.

Screw it.
Someone just kill me will you?
Sometime before the IGCSE results come out.

# 224 } only a couple of hours left.

Add maths is today.
Yelp!

I've just finished going through business terms on
dineshbakshi.com;
and now, I'm off to school.

Oh, I just needa put this up.
Cause, I'm so proud of it!
All done in Keynote, no Photoshop mind you!

Please drop a comment.
I have no idea what other people think of it. :P


I just pray I do well for these two papers.
*logs off and carries 4 calculators to school (: *

# 223 } epic fail.

Some school snaps. :)

CHEMISTRY WAS SO HORRIBLY BAD.
AJBEILUHRLNCIKBELRCK.

*Prays for Physics to be easier.*