# 90 } ramble on.

Before everything, I cannot believe I forgot Tania's birthday yesterday, and really feel like killing myself for forgetting her birthday. *bangs head on wall*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANIA!

Who is she, you ask?
The one and only, genius.
One of the fastest swimers ever.
The best Harimau captain in history.
And my best friend. :D

&&

Oh joy, one more trial exam to accomplish.
Yes, I have a minimal aim of 4A* and hopefully A's for everything else.
Argh, even coach knows I'm stressed out over studies/swimming/dancing. :'(

And my phone credit is majorly dying too.
Hopefully mom doesn't find out anytime soon.

In any case, I have two great birthday parties to look forward to over the weekend! :D

i got lost on the road of life;

# 89 } mad.

Phoebe got me addicted to this song! :D

Mad
*Neyo

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh...
Oh oh oh...

She's starin' at me,
I'm sittin', wonderin' what she's thinkin'.
Mmmmm
Nobody's talkin',
'Cause talkin' just turns into screamin'.
Ohhh...
And now is I'm yellin' over her,
She's yellin' over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening,
(And what's even worse).
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

And it gets me upset, girl
When you're constantly accusing.
(Askin' questions like you've already known).
We're fighting this war, baby
When both of us are losing.
(This ain't the way that love is supposed to go).

Whoaaaaaaaaa...
[What happened to workin' it out].
We've falled into this place
Where you ain't backin' down
And I ain't backin' down.

So what the hell do we do now...
It's all for...

Nothin'
(Fighting for).
Nothin'
(Crying for).
Nothin'
(Whoahhh).
But we won't let it go for
Nothin'
(No not for)
Nothin'.
This should be nothin' to a love like what we got.
Ohhh, baby...

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
(Perfect, perfect, oh oh).
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything allright between us
Before we go to sleep.

Baby, we're gonna be happy.

I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
(Cant sleep through the pain).

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me).
No, I don't wanna go to bed
(Mad at you),
And I don't want you to go to bed
(Mad at me)
Ohhh no no no...

xxxx

Anyway we had an inter-house football championship today.
And it was fun!

It all started with us Harappans against Vikings. I got injured already in the first half which kinda sucked, but after some rubbing my ankle was okay. (SUPER SINA stepped on it.)

Anyway, I was like supporting the Vikings all the way against Romans. Nixon is an awesome goalie man. :o I was like some kinda medic or something, rubbing Chris' and Sina's leg/knee/calf when they cramped up. But hey, that's called friendship right? :P

Eventhough they lost, they were so awesome; especially Bryan and Chris (and Nixon! :D ).

Then we celebrated Isooda's birthday, where she brought a big piano cake. Pink, but tasty. VERY pink, but tasty. At like 12.30 maybe, we played against the Romans. The first half ended goalless, but we both scored "A" goal in the next half. Jeremy, Carlson, Yung Man and Bryan were awesome. Seriously. Hopefully when Reza leaves next year, they'll trash Romans. :D

We screwed up a lot I guess, but hey, we did our best. :)

Then we all went for a dip in the pool. Mr Gary probably wasn't very happy with us. HAHA! Daryl and Cyril pushed me in the pool. I just wanted to soak my legs, but ended up in the pool, attacked by all the guys like some target. Reza, you will die for that! But, I like the water (swimmer much!). 8D

I can actually play football.
Like defending and disturbing other people.
(So my stamina does come in handy XP)
Like WHOA. :P

We lost to Romans on penalty, and beat Vikings during the match.
That means we got a good second place. :D

Imma gotta study for another trial exam, which I need to get super good grades in.
And I still need to persuade my parents to get me out of Methodist College and into Sunway. :(


p.s: Reza sucks! :D
p.s.s: GOOD LUCK TO HARIMAU IN GAMES CARNIVAL!

Yes, I mish you guys bad. :'(

starstruck;

# 88 } humanmetrics.

Qualitative analysis of your type formula

TRY IT.
HUMANMETRICS.
:P

So, apparently, I'll make a very good doctor.
So maybe, I should just be a vet?


i think, i think, i'm missing you;

# 87 } tablet-ing?

This is just what I've been doing, or part of it. :/

nothing much larhh.
too busy tablet-ing / literature-ing / sms-ing.
:D

UFOs;

# 86 } reasons why..

Firstly, a very happy birthday to Dima.
Yes, he turns a year older today, the 26th of March. :D

&&
It's just great to know that I haven't been forgotten..yet. :)

This was when I was running around the field like a dead donkey. :P
And I'm missing all this;

Haha.
Mr Kumar and Mrs Meena.
Haven't seen them, in some good time now.
Yes, I miss you guys loads too. :P

Anyway, back to today, I wrote a really really good essay dissing a very major exaggerated form of my sister..which I'll post in time. It's pretty long to type out and stuff ya know.

And now, I'm kinduh busy with studies and stuff. Like 40 something days to IGCSE. And I do not want to mess up this one. At least an A* for all my sciences ( and maths! >.< ), but then again, I want an A* from everything. :P And my dad's already picked a very sane, MAJOR academically-inclined, with no one I know schooling there! Even Tania's at INTI and Dima at Sunway. Joanne's at Sunway too! :/

And,
its,
Methodist College, KL.

If you haven't heard it before, no worries. Neither have I. But after being stuck in a class of two, I'd really want a social life.....

nobody wants to be the last one there;

# 85 } a year older.

Sumitha,
a great awesome friend.

Five Things You Should Know About Her
*she plays handball awesomely
*she also plays football awesomely
*her name sounds like sugeeta
*she's really cool
*she's REALLY REALLY COOL


And she's a year older now!
:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

.

# 84 } snakeyyy..DIE.

So, all this is from a snake dissection we had last week, when we found a baby snake dead in the drains or somewhere.

Things to note when dissecting a snake:

It smells.
It really smells.
IT REALLY REALLY SMELLS.


Meh, it got easier dissecting it once it stopped looking like a snake, but whatever. I dissected the poor thing with Cyril, I was his personal assistant.

Anyway, back to today, I'm still pretty much in a very ukjgfakjshgdfkahjbsd mood.
Missing friends, upset over bad grades and pretty stressed over IGCSE.

JUN JET, WHEN AM I GETTING THE PAPERS MAN?!

Puh, I'm just glad exams are all over.

And here are the current results:

Literature: 79
Biology: 86
Chemistry: 76
Maths: 73
Add Maths: 67
Physics: 71
English: 82
BM: 90

That's it.
For now.
Only one A*. :(

mommy?

# 83 } making my day.

Okay, so I didn't get an A for Literature.

79 is okay I think.
Better than a 50 yes?
:'(

Anyway, I think it's finally dawning on me. IGCSE stress I mean. Like me, and every other kid who knows there's a mere two months left to cram and study everything. Like me, and every other kid, who wants A*s. Like me, and every other kid, who are not getting A*s now.

All my friends from Cempaka who I really miss have already stopped coming online because they are either studying like mad, or spending time with each other studying like mad. And here I am, lonely, in this school, with no one I can possibly talk to and go to study groups with. I'm not saying that this 2 on 1 stuff isn't good, I just don't cut it.

What happened to major brains and jokes in class? Gone; together with Sugeeta, Ameli, Abel, James, Sumitha, Bryna and everyone else. Or maybe its just me - leaving them. I really miss Mr Kumar's maths stuff which drills you to the bone, but gets you an A* in the end. And most of all, I miss my friends, the loons, the brains, the idiots, the gang and the fun. At least if I was stressing over IGCSE, there are so many more people with me to help me out.

I'm so stumped on how people always think the world revolves around me, and think I am doing well in school. Oh really? Explain my atrocious grades when in Cempaka, Sugeeta is scoring 95s for add maths alone? Its probably just me, but I know I'm capable of so much more. So why is it then? Why?

Oh how I miss you guys so much;;








And this..

..made my day.
Totally. :)

--

And I found a new use for my tablet.

.

.

.

.

.

ADD MATH.

So, yeah, if you can answer this, help me. :o

hehehee.
Khong Fwu is my new add maths sifu.
And my mom's gonna send me to Mr Loh for add maths.
Do I suck that bad?
don't answer that..duh!


adrenaline moving through my veins;

# 82 } failures.

Ah, I really miss Cempaka now.
When it comes down to exams, you can negotiate your marks.
But in TiS, NOOOOO, its final all the time.
*sad face*

I miss:
Mr Kumar's amazing maths classes.
Miss Ellen's Bio classes.
Mr James' Add Math classes.
Mrs Meena's chemistry overload.
And Sugeeta/Ameli/Khong Fwu/Leon's awesome brightness that can teach you everything in a matter of half an hour. (if only reza was that smart :P)

And I miss all my friends who I study with all the time.
All those times outside the classes memorising the skeleton and Keat's odes.
Grrgrrgrrgrr.

So, judging from this post, you can guess I screwed up the trials.
No A for Chemistry.
No A* for Biology.
Just what am I doing here? T.T

I'm Missing You - Bobby Tinsley

# 81 } his name is geoffrey!

this fella, belongs to my bio/chem teacher.
who keeps an iguana, a tarantula, crabs, hamsters and worms. :D

HE'S SO ADORABLE.
and i want one bearded dragon for my birthday.
:)


half psychotic, sick, hypnotic;

# 80 } ..is not swearing.

Izzeh has been currently been self-banned from :

• watching Naruto
• updating blog >.<
• excessive tablet usage
• excessive pet society-ness

..til the end of IGCSE. :P

I wanna see how long that lasts. HAHA.

Anddddd,
she ain't gonna be swearing no more.
Cause she's on an anti-swearing campaign. :P
And Izzeh is a good girl unlike that horrible Reza.

Anyway, I just feel like putting this nonsense up.
I was supposed to be studying Physics, but I gave up.
* hides away from Mrs. Guha who checks her blog :o *

And finally, the last page of Naruto 438. :o

you make me;

# 79 } don't mind me; i'm letting it all out.

I mean, I'm 16.
And noooo... She goes.
And she's all like ,

You're fifteen, and how many times did you go out last holidays? Three. Isn't that enough?
You're IGCSES are coming, and you're not studying enough.
Oh, who is this friend of yours I don't know.
Why were you hugging that guy?


Seriously.

Everyone else who's bloody 12 goes out every damned weekend.
OH, all my friends have IGCSE, but guess what, they have a darned social life.
And, who's the one who never comes for my school events, and when she does, sits down like a loon and not socialise?
In the 21st century, hugging is saying hello. BIG deal.
How primitive.

I can't wait to go to boarding school so I never have to hear her stupid rants ever again.

xxxxx

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