scarefest 09.

What's better than in a Scarefest than to dress up to the extreme?


Introducing my friend, Imma - the Joker. :D
AHAH.
If there was a prize for best dressed, hands down, he would have taken it.
(No, I didn't dress up. It wasn't gonnuh be easy moving around in a cheerleading mini scaring people)

In any case, here's what went down in the Haunted House, and the process behind it all. :)


the coffin.


spidersssss.


them boys.


treees.


mannequins.


AZRI. :P


SNOOPY.


Us pals. :)

3 hours of scarefest. 3 hours of banging tables and scaring people. 3 hours of selling pizza, hot dogs and drinks. 3 hours of fun. :D

Yes, I'm not in MUN or Student Council. Yes, I'm helping them, FOC. Check it. :P


no such thing;

plans and actions.

And the Haunted House Saga continues.
More assembly, more plastic bags, more cloth, more red, more candles, bigger scarefest.

This year, I'm not really dressing up as anything, just your regular *dead* cheerleader. :P I'm probably getting someone to draw some blood and crap on me. Lols.

Anyway, I feel like rambling loads. Bear with me here.

Firstly, I don't know what I'm doing wrong, or feeling - that totally screws everything up. Am I honestly repeating a saga again, that happened in high school; but just with a different person? What have I become? Or no, its just those hormones aren't they? Just those crappy little molecules that flow in your bloodstream - screwing up your own perspective of everything. Why though? Why? I hate feeling this way, over-thinking things and not getting anywhere. What if what I felt before, way before, I felt now? It was sudden. No reasoning at all. Someone just needs to slap me and try to wake me up from my freaking dream and unconscious state.

What if I've been oblivious all along?

the best yet.

This year's Halloween is gonna be so freaking fantastic.
These Taylor's MUN and Student Council peeps really know how to celebrate. :)

My after-school hours were spent together with Aaron, Snoopy, Ka Shing, Josephine and Clarise painting broken mannequins and making them look all gory for the haunted house in the Student Council room.

Red. Red. Tissue. Glue. Red. Brown. Cotton. Cotton. Glue. Red.
Dripped red paint.
Splatters of red paint.
Gashes of red paint.
Hand prints of red paint.

The final result?
A gory, disgusting mess of broken body parts.
:)



I must say the hand print idea from Ka Shing was freaking brilliant, although Snoopy totally went overboard with the hand prints. Now, we have a molested mess of body parts.


* I'll only load pictures after the Scarefest is done, don't want people knowing the clockworks of it :) *




a papercut;

dream big. :)

I think I am. :)

Today was a terrible day.
Couldn't walk properly.
:(

being realistic.

How many times in this lifetime have I screwed up?
How many times have I told myself doing 9 hours of exercise on Saturday would kill me?

In so much pain here.

of all things,

This is so true.



And this, is a kicker. :P
Completed my good day. :)


it was only a kiss;

glee day!

That was so friggin awesomeeeeeeeee.
I <3 Puck.


That's with the slushie in his face. :P

Anyway, make sure to catch this week's episode of Glee! :)

Today, college was usual.
Except for Physics which was totally fab. AHAHA.
Yes, perfect experiment results. :D

# 196 } infectious diseases.

Today, we had the Biology presentation, and let me tell you, it wasn't so bad after all. Everyone came dressed formally, and preppy and in black. :)

Esther, Sugeeta, Ismail and me presented on Ebola. A terrible virus that attacks you, gives you a hemorrhagic fever, gives you shocks, and you die. And no, there is no cure. The upside? It totally has nothing to do with Malaysia, just the Phillipines. So, don't go there. :P

Do me a favour, DON'T STEAL THIS.
I WORKED WAY TOO HARD ON IT.
ASK ME IF YOU WANT TO USE IT.

Here's my mind map I did for the presentation.
Oh my, the misuse of my tablet is so extreme. Lols.



I'm so into imgfave.com right now. :P
Seriously.
All the pictures are way too cute.

footworkin;

# 195 } nearly there.

The number of powerpoint slides that I have done in college are uncountable, from large scales, to tiny projects...

Anyway, I've pretty much been sitting here since I came back from college, contemplating whether I should or should not study moral. GEEZ.
It's just MORAL.

Why is my little voice reminding me to study all the time then?
:S

Anyhow, we have a Bio presentation tomorrow.
Ebola.
Hopefully I can get some pictures. :D

good girls go bad;

# 194 } catchy.

HAHA.
Isn't this the coolest theme song like ever?
Next to Spongebob of course. :P

Tomorrow's a Monday, back to those disgusting books.

# 193} every morning.

Its always a Glee song that gets me going.
I love Glee.

Listening to : Keep Holding On - Glee

Oh, people, how's the new layout? :)
Ingenius. :D

# 192} fireworks.

Image from bbc.co.uk

I love them.

Unfortunately, my dog hates it.
I swear, everytime there are fireworks, it jumps out of its cage, and hides behind my mom's potted plant in the corner, shivering.

And today, it took me a good hour to get her out. :P

(video posted later)

# 191 } holidays.

You'll never appreciate holidays as much as you do in A Levels.

Just went shopping, got a haircut, and went cycling with Zane and Daryl. :)

# 190 } the long weekend.

..its gonna be full of extreme workout regimens, science notations, and shopping.

I think its just dawned on me that exams are way too close for comfort right now, and my terrible time management skills doesn't help in any way. So, I've written myself a timetable which I'm so very proud of at the mo. :D I'm gonnuh try my best to follow it, although we all know thats probably never going to happen.

Oh, and behold my Bio notes. :D
I'm so proud of it. :P

And I'm just wondering, have any of you met people, that are just so highly intellectual that you find yourself constantly on google whenever they start talking to you? :P

Because I have. SMART PEOPLE these are. :D


And before I disappear for the day, my fave panel from this week's Naruto manga. :)

no one's gonna love you like i do;

# 189 } the rain.

Everytime it rains,

I listen to the sky,
I wonder whats so great about sunshine..

Today started off terribly. I was literally 55 minutes late for Physics cause of the terrible jam at Jalan Mahameru-ish. It was terrible. Lina, Josephine and me were in the same predicament. It's never been so bad. Of couse, all morning traffic jams are always aided by the rain - pouring down like cats and dogs in the early hours. All the way to college, all I could hear was my mom going delirious and the 80s music on the radio.

Helpful, not.

I remember, it was about 8.30 am that I texted Lina, telling her to tell Mr Lim I'd be late for Physics. Well, thats when I found out, we were both stuck in a jam. Brilliant. She in a taxi with a heaving driver and Malay music, and I in a car with my stressed mom and 80s music. It was obviously pointless to text Sugeeta, Esther didn't take Physics, so I texted Ka Shing. Thank goodness he was already in college (Mr Lim wouldn't think I was ditching Physics :D ) I think I must've literally run up to the classroom when I arrived at college. Lol. But yes, in those 5 minutes of class remaining, I just stared blankly into space. :)

During Moral, we had our presentation on Death Penalties. If anything it was alright. :) I screwed up quite a fair bit, messing up my lines and such. But ah wells. I was massively preoccupied with operating my slides and holding the projector connector in place. And there I had to put up with SOMEONE's age-long ramblings. But I'm happy that episode's over. :D

If there was anything that made the day worse, it was Chemistry. Today, I think it was basically half-an-hour of "You guys are rubbish and suck." It was demotivating to the maximum. I can't stand it when I'm being challenged, and I know that she really underestimated us. We can do much better. I admit it was a good wake up call, but it was terrible when she began ranking us in class, forecasting our grades and all. It was enough to make someone cry I swear. After all that though, I just really want to help my buddy so that she'd quit with the "reality talk".

At least my Biology test was satisfying. A 90. Maybe there is hope for at least one A* after all. Gosh, I don't remember studying so hard for an internal test, ever. But Ms Liew is just good at teaching, and I didn't want to disappoint her by screwing the test up.

And the day ended with me doing some Chemistry calculations with Ka Mun. I think we're both getting much much much better. :)

jazz class - ages ago. XD

you're a mystery;

# 188 } more glee bits.

'Glee' Cast Dumped from Macy's Parade

Posted Oct 12th 2009 1:52PM by TMZ Staff

The hit FOX show "Glee" is chorus non grata at the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade ... and we've learned NBC is behind it all.

The network that can't produce a hit to save its life -- at least this year -- has banned the cast of "Glee" from appearing at the Parade that airs on NBC.

Sources tell us Macy's invited the "Glee" cast -- the deal was all but signed -- but when rival NBC found out, they told the department store to pull the plug.

A rep for FOX declined to comment. NBC could not be reached. Macy's didn't get back to us.

Read more: http://www.tmz.com/2009/10/12/glee-thanksgiving-parade-nbc-dumped/#ixzz0TopqyX5I

ROFL.
I guess this is when you know you're from a hit show; when another network bans you.

In any case, if you're popping by, this is worth a look at.



:D

# 187 } half-way.

When I went for commencements last night at Cempaka, it was then I started thinking and I realised how insignificant I was, all my life in Cempaka.

When I arrived, everyone just kept looking at me, knowing they'd probably seen me somewhere before. Of course they would have forgotten me.

To think I never managed to get on that stage during Commencements through the years. It's pretty saddening actually.
For a prefect that quit because the board went against all my self morals.
For a student that only managed the top ten percentile.
I suck.

The number of times I'd try to tell myself I'm not doing enough when everyone around me were praising me all the time. All the time I knew I wasn't.

I can swim, but I'm not excellent at it.
I can dance, but I'm not brilliant at that.
I can get a few As occasionally, but that's never enough isn't it?

Was I just wasting my secondary school life?


Don't get me wrong, everyone out there yesterday deserved all those awards. :)

At least, amongst all my thoughts, Sugeeta's family were so extra nice to me. From offering me their home-cooked vegetarian food when the dishes provided by the caterers tasted like crap, and making me laugh during the Opera singing - so much so I had to excuse myself. And Sugeeta, earning like 4 different awards (and Charis had three!!) . Gosh, they're such geniuses.

And of course, all my other friends who were there that night. They really put a smile on my face. That night, when I took a ride home with Jun Jet, I just thought -- how much more would I have to do in Taylors to maybe be geniunely good at something?


And then today, when I heard how people were talking about how, even Cyril who didn't study managed to get the same grade as me in IGCSEs when I studied. So maybe I just stink.

universal mind control;

# 186 } of heartstrings and late ramblings.

These, are fats.

This, is us trying to cut off the fat.

That's Esther and Sugeeta.

That's the heart.

That's the heartstrings.
More heartstrings.

The heart, all chopped up.

Well, today, I dissected a goat's heart.
It was loads smaller than the cow's heart I dissected in Tanarata.
And this time, I actually knew where to make the incisions and stuff.
:D

I swear, I need stuff to boost up my resume for Uni.

• I need to actively join some clubs at college, but I haven't decided. Maybe I should join the dance club or editorial design team or the swimming club or continue with yoga. And AFD.
  
• I need to do some voluntary work at like PAWS, SPCA or something of that sort.
• I so need to do all the dance exams I can - ballet, jazz, modern, ballroom.
• I definitely need to do some sport (I swim worse than a tortoise); triathlons maybe?

Anyone have any ideas to help me *please!* ? Unfortunately, Malaysia has close to zero auditions when it comes to dance performances. And, they don't have high jump in college. :'(

WHYYYYY?

# 185 } no boundaries.

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever
If you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am still holding on!….

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Or through all your aches and pains
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

Stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don’t know where’s the future’s heading
Nothings gonna bring me down
I jumped every bridge
I risked being safe but I always arise
I always arise

So here I am still holding on!…

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz
There’s nothing between you
And your dreams

With Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe…..
Yeah ….. There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries.


xxxx

Dropped my cousin off at the airport yesterday. He's gonnuh study law at Cardiff. And after that, my whole family is trying to persuade me to go and study in Adelaide, Australia - just because its closer to home. And seeing as how I want to become a veterinarian, they say that that's the best place to go (if not New Zealand) where you can stick your hand up many sheep's asses.

I so need some career advice, seriously. I wanted to do medicine, cause, well, I'm hopeless in Physics, and will fail terribly at Engineering, I'm not a Math person, and I like Biology. The problem is;

• Being a dentist, I cannot stand looking into mouths of people every day of my life.
  
• Being a regular doctor, its not really satisfying as a job.
• Being a veterinarian, I get to help animals (which I love), but still have to get my hands dirty, ALL THE TIME.
• Being a physiotherapist, I barely require a degree for that.
• And a pharmacist, is WAYYY out of the question.
  

I don't mind getting my hands dirty with animals much, but the stories I hear about it seems terrible. Not to mention my fear of needles. Oh, what do I do...