I was looking through all my old photos to relieve stress. And, it did. :)
doggie with daddie.
porcupine. :D
hana and me. prefects camp.
jazz class. back then.
edited by leanne. SICC 09.
picnik.com :)
michelle! I hate you for going to CILC. :(
ten terra. the terror. :)tania lee. she's so accomplished and shiz. :D charis. my lab budddyyy! by michelle. talented no? This all makes me realise what a great past I had. :)
I'm so bored of studying honestly. I know I haven't studied much with my terrible productivity rate, but seriously I'm really bored of it. Gosh, why can't I do something I like that will be just as good as studying? :S
So I’m currently sitting in my dad’s car listening to Swing, Swing, Swing by AAR on my I-Tunes. He’s pumping petrol at Shell. My pencil ran out of lead, I can’t do anymore Physics past years now. Grh. Anyhow, my whole Saturday, was dedicated to Physics. Kinematics, Young’s Modulus, Newton, Diffraction Gratings, Momentum and everything else along those lines. Mr Lim better give me an A for the Semester exams. :P
Anyway, for everyone of my friends wondering what AS in A Levels are like, I’ll tell you guys, it ain’t easy. That’s coming from someone who went straight into the programme after 2 weeks of holidays after IGCSE (everything’s supposed to be still fresh in my mind) and finished the syllabus in about 3-4 months.
If anything was hard, it was Chemistry. Considering it was never my subject, and there was a whole block of stuff to cover, it was REALLY hard. Not kidding. But if you’re good at Chemistry, it won’t be.
Biology was alright, maybe because I have a knack for Biology. Loads of memorizing, loads of application, NOTHING is straight-forward. Questions are worth many marks, and its hard to score in tests. But, I like it, *unlike some people* .
Physics was alright. No I’m not fantastic at it. I just started getting better in this after much help from like Youlin, Ka Shing, Sugeeta and Ji Su. :) I guess for Physics, I can’t give a good opinion, because I never paid attention in Physics till like Chapter 8? :P
Math, was basically Additional Maths in O-Levels with a slightly higher difficulty, so, that wasn’t so bad.
There we go. For all you people’s who have been asking me how its been like. Honestly, entering A Levels, expect a lot of degrading, its not the same as high school. Different people, different teaching methods, and different environment. That’s certain at least. :)
I don't mean to brag, but today was significant. Seriously. I GOT AN A FOR PHYSICS. Well, paper one anyway. :P Yes, I'm freaking happy. No, I've never gotten an A for Physics in A Levels before. *tears of joy*
Well, considering I have a current D forecast for Chemistry....sigh. I'm just way too careless, and dumb. *slaps self*
I should be extinct, like a dodo bird.
Anyway, the Zoo volunteering on Sunday was FUNFUNFUN.
birdiess!
the cutest ever. :D
feeding timeee!
my group. :)
this is soo adorable. but seriously, the monkey's evil. me, esther and imran. at the show. :D
i'm working seee?
goats.
pigggybacckk!
us (- imran) and the zookeeper.
haha. go figure.
group shot, without ying. :(
Anyway, I'm so going back there again. 40 hours. 40 hours. :D
I dragged my feet all the way to my class thing morning. I was so tired, and the escalators were yet to work. So yes, an dreadful early morning walk. And as I always do, I start off my Monday mornings with Math. (Oh, did I tell you about my fantastic late night where I was so damn tired I could've passed out?) I was still yawning my head off for that matter. And that wasn't even the worst part. I completely forgot to bring my Math homework that I stayed up so late to complete. Freaking brilliant.
This follows with a Physics paper at 9.35. It wasn't too bad. THAT'S BECAUSE I STUDIED. :D But I know I won't get high marks cause I'll screw up and stuff. It's like my trademark. To top the hour off, the campus was beginning to get so damn cold. So much so, I literally used up all the energy I got from breakfast, just by shivering. Literally. At 10.35, I passed my paper up, and like sat through Bio, with nothing but food in mind. I felt like a little frozen icicle. It's times like these I wish I'd remember to bring my jacket in the morning. -.-
And the rest of the day passed by in a blur. I'm so tired, it doesn't really matter anymore. Now, there's another Physics paper tomorrow. Then the dreaded exams next week. Save me.
My ankle's getting better. Today marks a really special day. :P It's the first time I've done a Physics tutorial and understood it. *Scurries off to do math*
Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking When you fall, everyone sins Another day and you've had your fill of sinking With the life held in your; Hands are shaking cold These hands are meant to hold.
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through Move along Move along
So a day when you've lost yourself completely Could be a night when your life ends Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving All the pain held in your; Hands are shaking cold Your hands are mine to hold
Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through Move along (Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong we move along (Go on, go on, go on, go on) When everything is wrong, we move along Along, along, along
When all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through [x3]
(Move along) (Go on, go on, go on, go on) Right back what is wrong We move along
AAR has been filling up my playlist recently, in efforts to somehow get myself happy and not emo again. But honestly, does it really help when all the lyrics itself are so deep? :P Oh well. I'm a challenged kid. Teehee.
In the meantime, if you've been listening to the radio, you would have NOT missed this song. I admit, I never thought it was Malaysian at all. ( But it is! Bunkface. :D ) In fact, I thought it was by AAR. *call me a terrible fan, but I can explain myself (: *
It's nice no? :D
Well, on the radio, normally this when this genre of music is played, its either by Green Day, Boys Like Girls or All American Rejects. And since All American Rejects are popularly dominating our radios at this point in time, it wouldn't have been wrong to think it was by them wouldn't it?
I'm going over to Youlin's to study soon. Yes, I love holidays too. :D
You're probably as yummy as this, or maybe close to being as yummy as this? :D No, I didn't mean anyone. I just felt like saying that. AHHAAA.
Today was normal old college day - with a twist. A sprained ankle. :( No. Definitely was not easy moving around college in flipflops and a bandage around my poor little ankle. And to top it off, college was so freezing cold today. I basically spent the day shivering half the time, and limping across with a ton of books and a bag that weighed a ton. :P
The day started with Math. Which I like, but not particularly much, because my dumb calculator seems to have a mind of its own. But gee, I think that's just me. :P We went through more past years. At times like these, I thank the heavens for forcing me to take Add Maths in O Levels. Totally worthwhile since it's practically the same. I love easy. And I don't think that's wrong. :D
Ironically, the only subject I was looking forward to today was Physics. It is the only subject I look forward to everyday. As much as I stink at the subject altogether, the whole class and Mr Lim keep it alive. It's the only subject that stresses my minute brain cells, yet make me feel happy. :D Makes up my day, cause Bio revision was a chance for me to neaten up my notes, and Chemistry was all about alcohol.
And then I got home. And here I am, after Tumblr-ing. :P
I love this song. See whatchu get when you play Jamlegend? :)
Comparing the world is a mosaic Switch with sounds of your breath thats the only -uh- constraint Bit of lead, burning bright In admiration musical score And i still want more Smooth down your neck Such a temptation, protection, temptation To pollution myself And like fresh like the breeze.. Fresh like the breeze..
I drove around downtown till she f-ound me She licked it up, take em', how'd I like for more you see I can't see me getting old for this intimacy Makes me wild I can't figure out Where my head's gone oh.. Where my head's gone ohhh Where my head's gone oh.. Oh yeah, yeah yeah Oh it's gone, going going It's a home run.
I wanna get a Tumblr. Its so fun reblogging images like these. :)
It's not a good day. And its not just that way because I believe in Friday the 13th. I don't.
I don't tell anyone about me feeling off like like vomiting, my excruciating pain and fainting spells because I don't want them to worry. But somehow I wish they'd realize I'm not the same. I'm confused and sick. I wish there'd be someone there to be there for me; like the old days. But all I see of them are texts and sometimes an MSN message. It's not the same. It's not. I'm crying inside. But I know, you don't get that in college do you?
It's not that I don't believe in fairytales. They just NEVER seem to happen, or not to me at least.
The way how you are so oblivious sometimes is appalling. Everyday I wake up and think, "Hm, you may change." But no. You never do.
This is exactly what I would want. Let me dream, won't you? ;)
College was like any other old day. The studying. The joking. The embarrassment. And the satisfaction of being able to do Maths and Physics. Sometimes I really don't understand. Me and my calculator have no connection. My calculator does not EVER seem to co-operate with me. Honestly, I swear I have the right working and everything, but somehow, my answer is wrong. I'm sure I'm not the only one with this retarded problem. -.-
And, everyone keeps saying I have Bambi eyes. Do I?
I don't get it at all. :S
And oh the teasing. Now in public too. Thanks a lot Sugee. But oh well, why stress over something that isn't true right? :)
Currently seventeen. An aspiring veterinarian.
I dance too. I may not be good at it, but it gets me through the day, sometimes the week.
I'm pretty sure I'm terrible at synchronized swimming, but I do it anyway.
I enjoy loads of other things, but you'll just have to meet me to find out! :)
tania lee. she's so accomplished and shiz. :D
charis. my lab budddyyy!
by michelle. talented no?
