# 25 } hiatus.

Yeah, I'm going to ground myself from then internet on weekdays, meaning, I'll be on hiatus for a while. But I'll still post when there's something interesting going on.
*pokes in line column*

But in any case, Imma on hiatus from now, til exams are over.

Don't spam my blog while I'm gone.
You know Izzy hates spammers.

xx.

# 24 } cempaka swimming club's first.

What a day, and it's not even finished yet. Well, I'll post anyway. Cempaka Swimming Club Competition. The first. And we trained swimmers are not allowed to swim. I wondered, how come it was so hard to get them for swimming gala but here they are volunteering to swim? Wow. I saw Wern Shynn again. The little 8 year old Harimau swimmer. Loveee her. :)

So we trained in the morning, 3400 m. Thats little, you think, but think again; we did like a 3 km test swim, which really burned me. Oh yeah, Moh's back, and as fast as ever. My goodness, I don't swim for 3 days and I'm sore. She doesn't swim for ages, and she's still right on track. Life is so unfair. Haha. I hate swimming so much freestyle, it's so boring.

Anyway, the gala was a really small thing, and me, Farah, Leanne, Michelle and my sister were helping out in the marshals. Writing lanes, ushering, and calling for swimmers were all we did. Me and Farah were the ones at the outside marshalling, giggling and laughing thoughout. And in the meantime, she taught me Chinese. Ahaha. I know how to say and write " I like to eat chocolate " now.

seeeeeee? farah wrote that for my reference. lols.

LOL. I also know how to write numbers from 1-99. Its pretty straight forward that one, but Bryan didn't get to teaching me number 100. Goodness, I'm so lousy. I guess I'm on my way to becoming half a banana now.

farah, my china chinese teacher.

the helpful swimmers. :)

i guess we got a little desperate? :P

And after that, I was facebooking for a while. And well, see for yourself.

Yeah, I am referring to the fact he fell down when we played football in the shit-smelling field, and he fell down, and he kinda sprained his finger muscles or something. :S

Yeah,
Get Well Soon Jerry!

ttyl. study time.

# 23 } deeparaya one-oh-one.

I woke up this morning, and did something I didn't have the time to do yesterday. Figuring out what to wear to school today. It was a hard process, but I settled with my blue cheongsam top and a white flair-ish skirt. I wasn't going to participate in anything, so it was all about watching and clapping for me!

Well, I didnt participate like I said, but I helped out. The dance costume. They danced REALLY, and I mean REALLY well. Miss Farah's chorey was really good too; the total opposite of the 1000 hands dance I did in Cempaka which was wayyyyyy gross. I'm so hyped, I think I may wanna perform for chinese new year or something. Well, I guess the feeling would pass. :)

The year 9, 10, 11 fashion show was a hit. And Jo looked really good in her sari and Ana in her punjabi dress thing. I so have to get my hands on one of those punjapi dress like thingamabobs. They are really nice - or maybe Ana's just a really good model. I watched in dissapointment as Bryan and Haya were broken up. Their gay partnering was really nice, but they didn't do it on stage in the end. Awh, shucks. Spoiled. :(

They also announced the prefects on probation today. Oh, don't we students live to make their lives alot worse? :P Been there, done that. Hopefully TiS prefects are cooler and well, more down to earth maybe? ( no offence intended to Cempaka's prefects; just in general )

All I did in school today was really just to read New Moon, and I did do a bit of Add Math before school hours ended. That was when Mr. Teoh tried his best to make us regurgitate information we digested the past year. Yeah, I hardly remembered anything. I'm truly hopeless at anything else uninvolving the "log" function. Bummer.

As for training, I think I'm finally impoving babehh! Oh no, computer usage time's up. Back to books.

=)

# 22 } into the sunlight.

Status: Reading New Moon / Finding a costume to wear to school tomorrow
Feeling: Satisfied
Listening to: Riot - Paramore
Current goal: To be TALLER than Christopher Chow

Deeparaya celebrations are tomorrow! I’m actually excited, over nothing - cause I’m not doing anything. Except maybe help Ms. Farah out with some hair do. Year 9, 10, 11 are doing some kinda fashion show thing, so, um, since I’m hopeless with make up, I’ll watch? :P Can’t really think of a way to help them. :S

We finally did something during PE today, play football. Me and Jo’s skills were like whacked after not playing competitively for so long. I played like sheeet today. I normally play better. Oh, those Games Carnival days. Seriously, the year ten guys can do anything and everything from playing bball to footie and badminton.
*grumbles at self-imperfection*

Chris kicked the ball squarely into my back. That didn’t hurt that much, considering the fact I’ve been hit so many times before. :P I may be like Bella, totally accident prone.

Classes passed by a lot quicker today. And they had their trial run through for the Deeparaya assembly tomorrow. I was with Ms Farah in the kid’s playroom or something, finishing up some of the costumes for her dance number. It was definitely better than sitting through class. Man, I think I’d do almost anything to skip class. Unless it’s PE ...or maybe not.

I’ve finally snapped out of my mental-blockage phase. It’s finally over. A satisfied training session can seriously take a toll on you. Lol. I’m training harder - my last (maybe!) OKH better be a really really good one. Totally looking forward to watching PADE’s dance. From Claudine’s blog; it sounds pretty good. :)

Exams are in four weeks. I’m going to start studying. There’s no way I’m ending up last in class. . . *glares at Reza* :P

meh chemistry project.

Dont bother reading this bit.
Self reference. :)

Study Schedule;

Fri; 24.10.08 - Add Math
Sat; 25.10.08 - Add Math
Sun; 26.10.08 - Add Math / Lit
Mon; 27.10.08 - Business
Tue; 28.10.08 - Business
Wed; 29.10.08 - Business
Thur; 30.10.08 - Biology
Fri ; 31.10.08 - Biology
Sat; 01.11.08 - Add Math
Sun; 02.11.08 - Lit
Mon; 03.11.08 - Chemistry
Tue; 04.11.08 - Chemistry / Add Math
Wed; 05.11.08 - Chemistry
Thur; 06.11.08 - Physics
Fri; 07.11.08 - Physics
Sat; 08.11.08 - Physics
Sun; 09.11.08 - Physics / Lit
Mon; 10.11.08 - English / BM
Tue; 11.11.08 - Business
Wed; 12.11.08 - Business / Lit
Thur; 13.11.08 - Add Math
Fri; 14.11.08 - Add Math
Sat; 15.11.08 - Lit
Sun; 16.11.08 - Lit
Mon; 17.11.08 - Physics
Tue; 18.11.08 - Physics

:S

xx.

# 21 } unsatisfaction.

I think I'm seriously undergoing a mental phase problem.
Sorry dearest blog readers. :)

&&

Listening to : Paramore - Decode
Dreaming of : Edward Cullen killing Jacob Black
Feeling : Fake

On to brighter not-so-dark matters, I played footie in a really disgusting shit-smelling area today. And when George missed a goal..

George : Damn close!
Me : Damn gross!


LOL. Okay, not funny huh?

# 20 } rainy days.

Status: Reading Eclipse and stressing on the Physics exam tomorrow.
Listening to: Misery Business - Paramore
Mood: Insanely me
Craving: Edward Cullen

These days, rain seems to come and go so fast. It's scary sometimes, but I like rain. :) Especially during swimming training, 'cause that means, no training.

I have successfully passed my Maths test, and my Add Math test. And got an 80% for business studies ... which is still not a darned A. I'm so annoyed by that. Other than that, today I really didn't wanna do anything but snuggle into my seat and read Eclipse. Only a few hundred pages more. Man, Bella is really horny. But Edward . . . . .

Ahaha. Ballet was a usual bore. Everyone didn't come cause they were all "exam-ing". Lucky for them. I couldn't really concentrate with vampires and werewolves and innocent humans floating in my head. I'm feeling sincerely inhumane right now.

*scurries off to study and listen to more Paramore*

" I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you. "

g'nite.

# 19 } kill me softly.

Today wasn't at all a very good day. Besides the pure facts that;
one. I have gotten Eclipse from Phoebe and
two. I have successfully survived another day at training.

Today seemed to pass by all so slowly. There was then that long-awaited dreaded add math test, and a new set of chemistry questions to add up to my never diminishing pile of homework. School days never seem to get better. I have no idea what keeps me alive at this point (maybe the undying fact that Robert Pattinson/Edward Cullen still lives in this world of misery...).

Training was worse than I could have imagined. I was totally ignored by coach today, despite my dumb efforts to regain my swimming abilities after not swimming for like a week or so - thank you rain; thunder and lightning. I guess its all about pleasing yourself now, isn't it? This wretched world was never meant to offer you anything anyway. After three deadly sets, I was finished. With a pulse rate of 35 beats per 10 seconds, it felt like I was going to burst out crying from complete strain and agony. As if vomiting earlier wasn't enough.

And what better way to totally send me into a great depression when I saw spammers ticking me off in my own tagboard. Using my name to start a joke was so simply idiotic. Well, if they found it fun, go ahead. I can't really be bothered. :S


The main point?
I survived yet again another day of life.
Clap for me.

#18 } all over now.

My cousin's wedding is finally over.
I can breathe again!

AHAHAHA.
Anyway, I'm hyped for Jo's photoshoot. Superly hyped.
And so many people are gonna be thereee!
:P

Anyway, imma off to do all my homework.
I've been sleeping all day since I ate like so much in Sheraton this morning. :P

#17 } random shot.

So I've picked up two more.
I am so pissed off now.
So here goes.
To hopefully cure my pissed off-ness.

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Tagged by Joanne.

State 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. The 10 people I tag are to then follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.
and so, here it goes. 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself are :

1) I rarely think guys are ever hot/good-looking. Which is weird. I think. Or maybe not. :/ exceptrobertpattinsonnowthatshot.

2) I used to play badminton, table tennis, do gymnastics and every play piano when I was young, but when I started swimming, I lost everything.

3) I can't snap with my right hand unless its wet.

4) I sometimes make myself be emo for no good reason.

5) I don't like being too close to guys I don't know very well. Even the ones I do know, there's a comfort zone.

6) You prolly already knew this, but I have a really weird 'x' mark on my back because of swimming.

7) Okay, I don't want to say this. I bet everyone knows it already, but yes. Them abs. It's very unfortunately true.

8) When I was young, I wanted to become an artist when I grew up. :P

9) I can eat. (totally self-explainitory)

10) I am 8 cms wide from the front of my belly to my back. *thanks sumitha for conducting the experiment :P*

11) I am still somehow attached to Pokemon.

12) I like performing, as in dance, but I never really get the chance to do so.

13) I don't like killing animals, no matter how much I hate them, but mosquitoes are a different case.

14) I have this unusual habit of eating and dancing alot in between when I study.

15) I have always believed in meeting the perfect guy, and never have I done so.

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Tagged by Joanne

Psychoanalyze Yourself. Answer the following questions
with the first thought that comes to mind.

Part 1 are the questions.
Part 2 are the answers.

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I. Questions

1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you?
*Megan

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal?
*An ant

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
*I put it safely where it can't be trampled over.

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and see a house, what is it?
*A small shabby shack?

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
*No.

6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see the dining room table. What do you see on AND around it?
*FOOD. and little chairs around it.

7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
*A glass cup.

8. What do you do with the cup?
*Leave it.

9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself
standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water is
it?
*A stream.

10. How will you cross the water?
*Swim.

Part 2 II. Answers

1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You’d prefer people not drop by unannounced.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your desires.

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.

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I think I'm seriously emo.
So I found this randomly and..

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


I was definitely thinking too much for this one.
Or maybe just thinking too much of you.

No I'm definitely pissed.
Very pissed.
Pissed enough to kill myself.
Send myself into depression.
Pissed enough to decide to leave the real world.
Pissed enough to involve myself with werewolves or something.

xx.

#16 } twilight-ing.

I think I've completely lost focus of everything and all's on Twilight.
I've even read the book, managing to fail literally everything.
Oh there we go, Isabelle's last in class again.
DARN.

I think I may start dreaming Edward Cullen too.
Oh no. Another distraction.

#15 } sidetracked.

I know I'm supposed to be really busy with all that super long list to dos. But hey, I can take a break right? I mean, anyone can take a break for the hottest Robert Pattinson, in Twilight. I haven't actually read the book, but I will. It is so uberly cool.

Yes, he's the same guy who acted in HP and the Goblet of Fire. And as hot as ever in this movie. Who knew vampires could be so good looking? Hmm?

Oh, I'll wait for it to come out. Its like 37 days away. And imma watch it!

So hot eh?

[edit] oh man, its only released in malaysia on the 27th of november.
Well, guess I can wait a week. :( :( :( [/edit]

#14 } a really stress-packed week!

To dos:

1. Finish childhood photos slideshow
2. Cut Wedding Recessional March
3. Find a way to tan swimming suit marks
4. Download songs for wedding
5. Do BM homework
6. Do Lit/Eng homework
7. Study Business
8. Study Lit
9. Study Biology
10. Study Physics
11. Study Maths
12. Do Chemistry Project
13. Do Literature Project

Imma die right now.
I wish everyday this week has like 48 hours.
There'll be enough time for everything then. :/

I wanna watch GG.
Need.to.get.episodes.darn.it.

#13 } sleepless nights.

I haven't been sleeping well at all.
A few sleepless nights and eyebags.
Oh wells.

nighty ; night.

#12 } my ice-creamo cake died.

How do I live without you?

Did I tell you of how cool my ice cream cake for my birthday is like?
Well, its all gone now.







my itty bitty mini little rebellious little sister. :)

. . . . . .

Well. you might as well read something while you're here huh?

She lies in bed, belly-downwards with her head resting sideways on her pillow. She picks up a purple notebook and scrambles in the dark for a pen. That is when she began her thinking; her journaling; her thoughts put into simple words.

The air is still. The only source of light is from her bedside lamp, glowing dimly in the motionless room. She begins to scribble on a lined page. She stops abruptly and stares at the pitch black ceiling. The blades of the rotating fan glistens as caught the light. It is calming. Her thoughts run, from back when she had first seen his face. Her first words, his first reply. It seemed like forever since they last exchanged greetings. Her heart skips a beat. She wasn't serious. She couldn't be. It was hard enough to bear the thought but it was even harder to forget him altogether.

She lay in bed, belly-downwards with her head rested sideways on her pillow. She picked up a purple notebook and scrambled in the dark for a pen. That was when she began her thinking; her journaling; her thoughts put into simple words.

Its something I wrote in primary school or something. Lol.
Nerd to shit man.

#11 } a tag again?

A total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What are you craving now?
Natural Confectionary Gummies.

2. What was the last movie you've watched?
Mamma Mia.

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?

Joanne: so that she can take pictures of my stranded momentos. lol.
Janice: so that she can smell out wild bunnies for food. She's gonna kill me now. :P
Khong Fwu: a total heater. :D :D


4. What are you most happy with now?
The fact that I can actually blow up Tanarata if I wanted to with its crazy chemicals. LOL. im kidding.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To live childhood again.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yeah. Cause seeing is believing. :/

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My little flab I have left on me. :P

8. Why are you wasting your time to do this?
Because Kah Yan tagged me. And she is a totallyawesomelycrazilybeautiful violinist. Am I clear?

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
No. Unless he likes me too? Dunnoe.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
- uberlyfantastic at the violin
- totally chirpy
- totally fun!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
That he will do whatever I say. :D :D :D


12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Spammers.


13. What is your ambition?
Orchestra player.

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Tell me quietly but not in the open.


15.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God.

16.Are you a shopaholic or not?
Kinda.

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you
AWESOME.

18. What will you do when someone faints in front of you?
CPR.

19. What makes you different?
I am thin with a high cholestrol level.

20. (edited question) What is the most memorable event that happened to you lately?
MSSM.


The tagged:

Janice
Joanne
Reza
Jun Jet
Charis
Chris
Carlson
Bernard
Khong Fwu
Zoe

imma bored. whats there to be done when you're bored?
check out everyone's blogs.
and do taggies!

#10 } triple iced towers anyone?

Ahemm.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY RACHEL!
she's my best fashion/gossip girl pal around!
and you gotta love her sarcasm-ish tone which answers you back. :)

Well, I didn't go to school today, and everyone went out for camp. So, this is what I did do today..
one.
tried to finish my cousin's childhood photos slideshow.

two.
went to the bridal picture place to choose the pictures for her wedding.




three.
drank an ice blended with ice towers. :)

four.
played basketball.

five.
played football.

six.
swam.

seven.
smsed my pokemoniac friend.

eight.
sms my cousin.

nine.
wish rachel happy birthday.

ten.
crapped up my blog post :P

i think.
ily.

#9 } there's a new kid in town.

I just wished you'd give a darn you know?
Yes, you.

firstly,

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY HEN JUN JET.
he's my pokemoniac pal. so what if we're still hooked?
its called reminiscing childhood you know.

okay bad pic. but hey, thats the only one i got.
courtesy of; abel chia - day of big splash 08.

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PE was just a pain in the ass I can tell you. I mean, not giving us a choice of sports to play and making us just play badminton is so so not-fun. :( I can't play badminton which sucks too. :P And so I don't get any marks for Physical Education for not being able to "pick up skills". Okay, fine. I wouldn't care less. Swimming counts for me. As long as I do well in Ong Kee Hui and the next coming competitions. Period.

Literature exam was about Jacques, and I think I didn't do too bad I guess. Hopefully I get an A. I NEED straight As leading up to IGCSEs. So I guess I got my timetable too.

Monday (13.10.08) ::
Add Maths; two periods \\ one hour and twenty minutes
> intergration and differentiation.
English; two periods \\ one hour and twenty minutes
> directed writing and composition.

Tuesday (14.10.08) ::
Literature; two periods \\ one hour and twenty minutes
> into the wind short stories.
Business; two periods \\ one hour and twenty minutes
> chapter 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 10, 11, 12, 25.
Biology; two periods \\ one hour and twenty minutes
> reproduction, genetics and ecosystem.

Thursday (16.10.08) ::
Maths; two periods \\ one hour and twenty minutes
> everything learnt.

Wednesday (22.10.08) ::
Physics; two periods \\ one hour and twenty minutes
> electricity chapter 37-43

The rest of today's periods were so broken up. Like I had one period of math while Reza was out with the gay camp organiser. As quoted from his blog;;

after the break... the guy from the camp came to talk about what we needed for tommorow...

and he was veryyy gay... i really bugged him with my questions so he made me the assistant camp comander or something! aww... bugger...

LOL. After that, I joined year ten for physics and then bio. So then I didn't go for Physics. I feel so so so so so bad. Oh, I forgot to mention. There was a new kid in Year 10; by the name of Bryan. Another tall basketballer. Just what we need. More tall people. :S Nawh I'm kidding. During Physics, everytime I looked at Chris, I would just burst laughing. It was so hillarious. Maybe high on fries eh? LOL. It just so happened I laughed before he did. HMPH. Anyway, Bio was kinda cool. But teacher prepared the wrong salts and stuff, so we could only do half of the food testing experiments. And as the only year eleven, I stayed back to help clean all the used tiles, test tubes, beakers etc.etc. Hopefully I did a good job. :)

As usual, training at 4. Coach busted me again for not training yesterday cause my dad didn't allow me. As usual. And so I we had flexibility today. Wasn't as harsh, but Ben is hillarious. I'll never forget that time when we were doing twin towers, and his legs collapsed over his head. LOL. "Oh, look I can suck my own cock." LIKE WTH. I feel so disgusted. Anyway, training today was bummering as usual. And we had crazy programmes.

me
coach
everyone else

Now swim 800m second best stroke.
Oh man, I don't have one.
Mohana, back; Michelle, back. Leanne, back. Ben, breast. Isabelle, fly.
WHAT COACH?
*laughs*
Oh man. I'm so screwed.
Okay, Isabelle, Daryl, Farah, Jeremy swim freestyle.
Phew. :P

That was so scary. Jokes aren't even funny anymore. Pfft. So everyone's leaving to camp tomorrow. I'll miss you guys. ILY.

i feel vain now. LOL.
it'll pass. i promise.

#8 } taglo-whatta?

The last person to tag you is?

Janice. :D

What relationship of you with him/her?

Friends. She's so far awayyy.. :(

Your 5 impression towards him/her?

cool, hillarious (in a totally good way!) , totally obsessed with bunnies, smart and prettyyyy. :)

The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you?

hms. lets see, only all the upteen times she saved me from getting creamed by all those high rank cempaka people. ;)

If she becomes your lover, you will?

Am I supposed to comment on this?
Well, I'll love her back. Duh!

If she becomes your enemy, you will?
Kick her all the way back to Australia when I see her. :)

If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on?

Let's see. Definitely the fact of random high spirited times. Or give me warnings before it does happen. HEEH.

If she becomes your enemy, the reason is....

She got too high on bunnies and whacked me in the face and I got sent to hospital and I fell into a coma and then suddenly remembered her when I woke up. LOL.

The most desirable thing to do for her is

Buy her a new Starbucks store.

The overall impression of her is

A freak. An AWESOME freak.

Nawh. Idk why I said that. lols.

How do you think the people around you would feel about you?

"Darn, that girl is so anoeraxic and man does she have to eat more. "
p.s. I eat ALOT thank you.

The character for you for yourself is

a dancing fish. :)

On Contary, the character you hate yourself is?

a flopping frog.

The most ideal person you wanna be is

myself.

nothing replaces the joy of being so co-ordinated yet not being able to play badminton. T.T

For person who cares and likes you, say something about them

they are awesome. and ily too.

10 ppl to tag
1. jun jet
2. ameli
3. reza
4. joanne
5. chris
6. bernard
7. tania
8. farah
9. hana
10. alice

Who is 2 having relationship with....

oh her? hewhomustnotbenamed lahh.

Is no. 3 male or female?

i think he's female. no wait, he's male. gahh! I'm getting mixed up. :S

If 7 and 10 be 2gether would it be a good thing?

tania and alice? les. no way. never. ew.

How bout 5 and 8?

nope. wrong person here. LOL.

What is 1 studying about?

how to successfully pass igcses.

When was the last time you had a chat with them?

some today, yesterday and some a loooong time ago.

Is 4 single?

AHAHAHA. course she is. come and get her boys. :P

Say sumthing about 2

a total darling. :)

There you have it. So shoo!
Go get it done will ya?

#7 } year eleven dilemma.

Mid Semester exams have already begun, where teachers shove piles of assesments and projects in your crummy face and laugh at you when you can't complete them in time.

Haha. Nawh, I'm kidding. My teachers aren't that mean. They're cool. :D

I need to get a tutor to tutor me Physics. My knowledge of Physics . . . let's just say that I know up to the mass of a pea. And I just don't understand why I'm too dumb to absorb any of the information and apply it. :/ I'm hopeless at common sense and how everything links up, making everything worse. If only I could have a portion of Yul's street smartness.

So there goes the world's most retarded swimmer-dancer-perfectionist.

Moving on to matters of today, well, I guess today wasn't too bad. I was up til 2 this morning msn-ing with Chris and Reza, and so waking up for school was a fair problem. But, i felt so nauseous and sick and dazed and hungry and strains in my stomach I couldn't budge. It wasn't til 9 when I finally got to school. And the only problem? The homework I spent nearly 6 hours doing yesterday (and today morning) ; I left it at home. :S My dad had to bring it to school for me, which was lucky because if not, I would have lost a great deal of marks not handing up my business homework. That was fortunate. :D

After that, my biology test felt like crap. All plants. And I stink at learning about plants. Can you imagine a year eleven-er forgetting what the darned stigma and carpel is. I even dissected the flower thing before, and I forgot completely. It was so bad, I think my chemistry was better. :'( Imma pray I don't fail. And get an A. Hopefully.

oh those times which my best lab partner charis. :)

I can't train today. Pooh. My dad doesn't allow me to. I am supposed to "rest". Especially after today. Man, I need a better imune system. My body is so flimsily weak. I gotta learn howta sleep for just two hours a day. LOLS.

I cannot believe that IGCSEs are in 8 months or less. I think I'm going to pass out here. But, I can wait for that moment, I think.

Boing!
outta here.

#6 } mamma mia.

i remembered i haven't posted on it.
and nawh, i'm not going to.

but, phon totally got me addicted to the songs.
wouldn't stop singing after school.
idk why.

One of my personal favourites and really funny too :

Gimme! Gimme! Gimme!
:)

GIRLS
Is there a man out there?
Someone to hear my prayer

Gimme! Gimme! Gimme!
A man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away?
Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! A man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day

SOPHIE
Sorry to drag you away

SAM
Thank God you did, this used to be
a quiet wee island.

SOPHIE
Regretting you stayed away so long?

SAM
No, I'm regretting I never knew
what was here.

SOPHIE
What?

SAM
This plave - the Taverna. I always
meant to come back and build it
some day, but - she beat me to it.

SOPHIE:
Do you prefer buildings to people?

SAM
What?!

SOPHIE
Tell me something about my mum.

SAM
Your mum was irresistible, a one-off.
We talked and we fought - you
know it was me that brought her to
this island?

SOPHIE
That wasn't the only thing you did,
was it?

SAM
Oh right, what has she told you?

SOPHIE
Nothing. She's never mentioned
you.

SAM
But you said "Mum's always talking
about her friends from the old
days." What's going on? Sophie,
why am I here?

GIRLS
Is there a man out there
Someone to hear my prayer

Gimme! Gimme! Gimme!
A man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away?
Gimme! Gimme! Gimme!
A man after midnight

Take me through the darkness to the break of the day

HARRY
Fancy Donna with a grown-up
daughter!

SOPHIE
Have you got any children, Harry?

HARRY
No. I haven't put myself in the path
of paternity.

SOPHIE
It's never too late.

HARRY
I don't think my other half would
agree.

SOPHIE
Oh - you don't want children?

HARRY
No, no, it's not like that. It's just that:
: well, I'd have liked a daughter. I'd
have spoiled her to bits.

SOPHIE
Lucky thing.

HARRY
Is your Dad here?

SOPHIE
I don't know.

HARRY
What?

SOPHIE
I don't know who my Dad is.

GIRLS
Is there a man out there?
Someone to hear my prayer:

BILL
Can I be nosey, I'm a writer so it
goes with the territory.

SOPHIE
Go on.

BILL
How did your mother get this place?
When I knew her
she was singing in a night-club on
the mainland.

SOPHIE
She was left some money, in a will.
We lived with an old lady when I
was little. Her name was Sophia?

BILL
What, my Great-Aunt Sophia?

SOPHIE
I think it must be.

BILL
But: I always heard her money
went to: family:
Wait a minute - how old are you?

SOPHIE
Twenty.

GIRLS
Gimme! Gimme! Gimme!
A man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away?
Gimme! Gimme! Gimme!
A man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day.

BAM!
off goes the prancing donkey.

#5 } missing my year ten peeps.

Before I start anything, *clears throat* ..

Happy Birthday Ben!

Ben is simply a very talented sportsman (or so it is said :P) and calls me six packs. And I bothered to remember his birthday. And since my memory is as lousy as that of my sister's, its an achievement. :D :D Anyway, happy birthday! Heeh.

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being poked. :D

Back row; from left: Khong Fwu, Abel, Jun Jet, Kien Meng, Kennedy, Edward, James
Front Row; from left: Vanessa, Juna, Isabelle, Bryna, Mrs Meena, Nithiya, Sumitha, Rachel

Goodness, when Vanessa sent me these pictures, I felt like crying. I miss Cempaka more than I think I did. Tanarata is great, but there are some things which just cannot be replaced. My great pals, funny teachers and never ending action; the terra way.

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About today? I guess I didn't do too badly in the chemistry test lah. And oh! We did a floor plan of the school for BM class. Its definitely more complicated that I imagined it to be. Me and Ana walked around school like nutcases, intruding on a teacher once too. My bad. :P Other than that, I swear Chris has this really scary face which chases off little kids. Lols.


Back to the current world, I am STILL drowning in homework. And I can't swim in it. :( Okay, bad joke. Pfft.

Imma do business studies now.
Ttyl.

#4 } my raya holidays?

Wednesday
Of Raya Celebrations and Skipped Training Sessions
Today, was the day, where I actually get duit raya from my Muslim relatives. My family's kinda like half Muslim cause my mom's sister married a Muslim man. So I have a Muslim auntie, a Muslim uncle, and three annoying Muslim cousins. :D I went for training in the morning, and then for a raya dinner at night - which me and my coucins spent preparing for my engaged cousin's return (this one's Chinese lah!). We were meant to do loads of things before she came back, but never got around to doing it. :P So what can I say? Last minute work was always our famous trademark. :)

Thursday
The Starred Arrival
I woke up at 5. Yes, 5. For what you may ask? Well, its not training, but the arrival of my Cousin Liza who's gonna get married *pokes sidebar with in line events* and her fiancee. It was worth waking up to see her first I guess. I haven't seen her face in ages. But yes, I'm finally TALLER than her. Boo-yah! As a retarded result, I'm going to have to wear lousy half inch heels while she wears four inch heels for her wedding day. Pfft.

It may have been her first day back, but after getting her luggage into our guest room and showing off her dresses for her wedding, we were already off. The first thing that took place was a meeting where she discussed who's wearing what, who's doing what, who's getting what and who's going where. As her fully fledged bridesmaid, I have the lowest job, doing EVERYTHING she tells me to do. How bummer-ing is that? My poor raya holidays were gonna end in waste.

her checking in to the room.

And immediately after 2 hours of brain draining decision making, we all went to Sheraton Imperial to get the hotel stuff sorted out. We were late for the appointment of course, but it was kinda cool. The hotel is definitely perfect, besides the lame fact that the idea of a poolside wedding was called off and now the blessing ceremony is in a crummy little discotheque looking place. Dimly litted, to ensure that the blotches and patches of impurities couldn't be seen. That was dissapointing, but the ballroom. Ah, it was so awesome. I heart it.

the loveliness!

the retardedly managed place.

Following the tight schedule, we went off to Pavilion to eat at Tony Romas. Wow, I never thought I'd step foot into that place as long as my little scrawny body lived. Haha. It was definitely more than I could have asked for. Loved them pork ribbos. After that definitely very filling lunch, we were off to shop for flat-ish shoes for me. Unfortunately, Pavillion was just too downright expensive to buy anything. And because of that, we travelled all the way to 1 Utama to shop again. Prices were definitely better, but after super sore feet, we gave up. :P

Tony Romas.

Overall, a very feet strengthening, ming boggling day. B-)

Friday
It's a Bride's Thing
Today, I trained in the morning. My coach couldn't understand why I had to go to my cousin's house for raya. So now, I think he kinda thinks I'm Muslim. Bummer. After that, another hastle home and off to Wedding Isle for make up trials. Being a bridesmaid? NO easy job. Pfft. She tried on nearly 4 different make up thingies and ended up being most satisfied with the last one. She bought her own make-up for this, and seriously, super crazily expensive. And she also ordered new custom made 4 inch heels so she could prominently look taller than me in her gown. I feel disgusted. :S

The next destination was Jaya One. This chain of malls dedcicated to food. Oh my very favourite of them all. We ate at a little restaurant with a mix of western and Malaysian cuisine. My cousin has obviously been very mistreated in Aussie as she claimed that was the best chicken chop she had ever tasted. I think I've been eating better. No wonder she's so short. :) We went to the church after that, where my aunty had so sort out some things for Sunday's church gathering. We obviously helped too. :) Aunty Maureen who works in the church office is so good at cracking up jokes. Love her man. Ahahaha.

Off to Tom's Photography now! Che-che wanted to try on dresses for her wedding photoshoot. Told ya everything was really alst minute didn't I? Oh well. She tried on a few, while me and my sister were sitting around with her fiancee doing..nothing. Waiting. Bored. But, she kidna gets the hang of posing I think. :P Anyway, it was a very long and tideous process.


And after that, we went to shop for shoes again at KLCC and everywhere else. I dont remember visiting so many malls in sucha short span of time. LOL. We also got her wedding band thingay. At ten, (finally!) we got home. :P


Saturday
Some Alone Time
I had to attend another relative's wedding today. Tracy. I went for the Yum Cha ceremony in the morning and skipped training. My dad didn't allow me to skip the yum cha session! Oh well, I spent the extra freetime planning for the wedding childhood photos slides for my cousin's wedding. :) :)

It was the usual funky Saturday then. Where I ate and danced. But wait! I didn't do ballet today. I was somehow very starved and unable to dance. So, I went home. And ate. Alot. Like noodles, guava, cakes, kuih, everything. I was very the hungry. So I was well enough to go the wedding dinner in PJ. Heeh. It was a kinda normal wedding dinner, and I was taking notes on how my cousin's wedding should be as smooth as that one. :P

my kongkong.

Sunday
Homework bomb
Well, since I neglected my homework. I rushed through everything today. And after this super long post, I'm gonna go to church for another wedding blessing ceremony rehearsal after service. Oh oh! I cut my hair. :)

#3 } bridesmaid.

Yes, my cousin's getting married.
And I'm her bridesmaid.
And I am

so

darned stressed.

Oh so many dates to note, so many things to remember, so many calls to make and so much audio/visual to do. Besides my never ending pile of files of homework. Bummer.

#2 } fifteen candles.

from the post on 23rd of September..

So today's apparently the day I turn 15.
And its also the day Shafoo and Jade turn 15.
So we are all 15. LOL.

I'll put up a proper post soon with all the pictures and stuff, but for now; here's a short one.

Thanks for the birthday wishes; facebook comments; text messages; blog posts; presents and simply remembering my birthday. ily. :)

So guys, check this one out.
http://tigsay.blogspot.com/2008/09/isabelle.html
and
http://conversebaby.blogspot.com/2008/09/not-to-be-forgotten.html
ILY.

..and the proper update. :)

Today was an awesome day I guess. It began as early as like 12.01 am. Yeah, I did get messages then too. I was kinda surprised loadsa people actually remembered my birthday when I didn't until the day before last. [Yes, I know its lame]. And surprisingly, the first person to wish me was Judah Chew Ju Jinn. My punching bag from F1 Cempaka; Damansara.

In school? Well, Phoebe, Joanne and all wished me alright. :) As for the unbiased classes, well, work and homework as usual. I was stroking the bubble chicken thing my sister gave me for my birthday. Its so squishy and cute, I just wanna burst it. Lol.


After school, Joanne and Phoebe attempted to sing me a birthday song, in which I ran off to kong-kong's car. An oh so failed attempt. :P

After lunch, I went down to Cempaka to train. Heehee. Nothing makes my day seem better when I see Farah's and Leanne's bubbly face; hear Mohana and Michelle laugh; and see coach carrying a football. :) :) Yeap, we did play football for warm-up, and long distance programmes in the pool too. Wow, it felt kinda nice swimming leisurely (a little!). At 6, I went off for ballet. [It's my normal routine] Class was kinda brain draining, and energy draining too.

But, I liked it. And what next? A little present shaped ice-cream cake to celebrate my birthday in the ballet studio. It was chocolate, chocolate and more chocolate! With oozing cold ice cream in between layers of chocolate cake and topped off with chocolate flakes and cream. Yummy yum. It looked oh-so-very fattening. I like that. :D

chocolate on the inside, chocolate on the outside, chocolateeee!

At home, mom conjured up cauliflower cheese, a roast chicken and roasted potatoes for dinner. And guess what? Another ice-cream cake. My sister had just pulled out her premolars for braces then, so you could guess that she wasn't feeling very well and didn't eat my ice cream cake. This one was also chocolate mind you. :P


Two ice-cream cakes in one day! The best obviously. Baskin Robbins. Worth alot I could bet. Lol.

Anyway, lets fast forward to Saturday's celebration after training. (So I did cut my cake three times) It wasn't anything big, just a plain shepherd's pie which Michelle kept calling german shepherd. Teehee. And mom baked a chocolate cake this time too. And cookies and cream as well as pistaschio flavoured ice-cream. I ate quite a few bowls of that one. I could reakon I put on weight after that week, I mean seriously.

That was my 15th birthday. Refer to my note aboveeeeeeee. ILYSM.

On to presents now!

leanne's beautifully packed present for me. thank youuss.

external harddisk! thanks mommmyyy!

BAM! That's all guys.